I miss Evangeline, at least with her I knew that I was inventing a persona. With Elizabeth, I feel like I am faking a persona, inventing and faking meaning two very different things: to fake something I am creating a something not authentic; to invent something I am producing or contriving something unknown by the use of ingenuity. I feel disingenuous. I am thinking too much about each move, each piece each stitch... the stakes are getting higher...what am I going to do?
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